bearbuttd2k5

ok So last couple entries were bunches of pics...and there r still more to come (after the waxing party)! hahaha so tell me which ones u think r the best and i'm bringin them to camp! dont forget to write me!
( Beach!! )

ok so at Julie's and Eric's graduation we met up w/ VJ and Vinay Shawn Harney (who remembers him!) Ryan Aaron and Elyse...the boys stole my camera and took a bunch of stupid pictures. I deleted the ones of FEET and HANDS but here are the rest
( Pictures of VJ Vinay Shawn Ryan Aaron Elyse and ME! )

OOO LOOK!
( hott sexy biatches )

Ugg I am like so grrrrrrrrr w/ so many ppl now. Do u know what my pet peeve is...its when ppl get obsessed and obsessed for u.

Example some ppl I no allways get obsessed w/ boys that they think r cute not that they ever talk to the ppl but hey w/e. And it gets so annoying cuz the sometimes go all over just to look at the person or like where they live. I find it retarded. And like one person was like wellu dont no how it feels to like some1 cuz u never do.

I AM NO ALIEN of course I like ppl but I dont tell other ppl because they allways points the person I like out. Its like no shit I obviously know who the person is but thanks for reminding me. Now common so like i keep that stuff to myself is that sucha big deal! grrrrrrrrrrr


and do u no what else I get mad at. Stupid christain ppl have holidays based around presents mostly. and jews is allways based around food. What we need to eat cant eat and blablabla y is being jewish so complicated sometimes!


Love to all

omg I hate my parents. I no every1 says that you cant hate your parents but I do. I do not go a day without getting in a fight with them! They are total assholes! I cant wait my junior year when i can drive and i dont need them to pay for my camp i am so cutting them out of my life. dead serious. I found myself making an exscape plan friday night because I was so mad. Almost every1 knows what happened to me wednessday night cuz lindsay found out and I'm sure she told every1 like she told about my snowball incident lol. So I am still pissed from that. And I talked to my dad for the first time today! four days later. But of course her ruins it again!

WE went to this bar mitzvah and my only friendz there was Jeremy's age and he did not even wanna b in the same room with me let alone table. So he was a total ass hole I didnt even talk to him and he like walks over and is like bari go the fuck away and I was like no fuck u! So I was having a horrible night after sarah left so mallory offered to bring me home. So i asked my dad who was near and he was like absolutly not. so I got pissed. Then an hour and a half later when the rents wanted to leave jeremy asked if he could get a ride w/ adam and my dad was thinking about saying yes! So I stormed otu of the room got wicked pissed and started to cry. Cuz like I no my rents dont trust me cuz u no I do so much drugs and stuff but seriously they must like to tourcher me. But neways my mom was like I cant believe u said no to bari and r thinking of saying yes to him so they ended up not letting Jeremy and Adam go together and like its all my fault. but I dont care cuz Jeremy is an ass and only talks to me at camp when he knows i'm with a guy or someting. and he like just them threteans to beat him up all the time!

So like ya now I am in a wicked bad mood and wanna kill some1. Tomorrow is the purim carnival so lets hope it all gets a little better. Mayb the other israeli (cuz the hotter one is a total ass) will talk to me :-) that would be fun lol. So ya I guess I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep! Why must the world hate me grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Hey! Ya i havnt posted in a while but who cares cuz its not like ne1 reads this crap anyways. They just look for the beautiful pictures of me right? ;-) So get ready for a looooooooooooong sadd entry cuz I am not in a happy mood rite now!

Anyways vacation was great blablabla got to DRIVE a snowmobile...everything else cady already sed. Wednesday was a snowday good/bad...more snow tomorrow :-( I actually wanna go to work on Sunday...I miss some of my kids...some of them/older brothers are wicked cute! lol

Today we went to the mall after school (me cady elyse rel and no lindz cuz she neva called back) It started out really fun. We met up w/ Angie and Nora and like dried to dodge these kids...didnt really work in the love shack tho lol. Too bad the picture machine was broken. It would have been so much fun putting all 6 of us in that tiny booth! Then once angie only had a "couple" bites of my dinner (more ike half but thats ok I love her anyways) we went to target and Nora and Angela had to leave. We then went to Aeropostale to get rel a "different" shirt...didnt end up like that but w/e...her sand is blowin in a desert so its ok! When she went to buy her shirts thats when everything went bad. I guess it like all started in the summer which is where I'm gonna start my lonng story. (I never told ne1 this cuz my home friendz hate me talking about camp...so dont get mad cuz u dont no)

Second month of camp was amazing. I was really clicking w/ this one guy "t" He wasnt the hottest thing in the world but his personallity was so great it just flew right by me. He was from another country and would allways speak this language to my table councelor "a" and I would hear my name and would know it was about me. So I started to listen (cuz I'm like wayyy nosey) and when like I looked at there expressins I relized that everything was alrite. So as the month went on I would talk to "t" and we would have a blast together. Everyday I would find myself looking for him just to hang out more. We would tease eachother flirt and all that crap...but no1's feeling ever got hurt. And "a" told me that "t" really liked me and I was allready thinking to myself that I really like him to but would never admit it. So night out came and we went rollerskating. "t" taught me how to do some tricks and we just held hands and rollerskated together for most of the night. I like felt so safe (even tho I never felt unsafe) and I still wish that the night have never ended. I just wish that one part got erased. See "t" got really touchy and feely...and it made me feel wierd...like i no thats what ppl do...and we were kinda considered a couple but I just and never to comfortable with that kind of stuff. So i broke off and went to the bathroom with my friendz and I felt so bad I didnt talk to him utnil the bus ride home. When he sat next to me and asked what happened I made up this stupid excuse and he was like o...and asked if I wanted to hook up and I was like ummm no I am too tired. So for the next week he asked my every night and I just pretended to be sick (I was but not too bad) So the summer ended and i came home and I still find myself thinking of him and what could of happened. and I vowed to never let this happen again.I just miss him too much! (which sounds retarded...but I guess thats y I never seem to like any other guy)

So now back to Aeropostale...Elyse and Cady were talking (and apparently to me too) about this guy ( I think they call him bubbles??) that Elyse likes and he likes her. and Cady is telling her for all the wrong reasons to go for him. But Elyse is like well he isnt hott or w/e and I'm thinking to myself this is bullshit she is gonna make the same mistake and allways wonder what could of happened like I did. And i tried to stop her but of course she would listen to me for like 2 seconds and go back to Cady. i feel like I can never get a ful sentance in when I talk to the two of them and the make it a big joke! It just pisses me off and they know about it and try to change but its retarded! So then we went off and I got chocolate milk shakes which usually is my pms food so I tried not to cry in the middle of the mall cuz that would b stupid. and then we sat on the mashage chairs and rel and cady went into target. So elyse was like r u mad at me and I'm like well duh. So she asked y and she was like "o I feel bad i dont notice it and its like biting my nails i cant stop" and blablabla. So that pisses me off! If any1 knows elkyse when she says I feel bad she allways says it in a whinny tone of voice that is like i dont feel bad but I know a should . And thats how I felt that she was talking so I absolutly do not forgive her. Like it really hurts having ur best friend not listen to u and listen to some1 who has not told a boy she like him/ had a boy friend her whole life! So I leave her and go into target do some shopping and we get a ride home and now I started this.

While riting this Rel is like the converter cuz Elyse cant fight her own fights..she allways has some1 convert w/ the other person so she can either get madder at the person or just forget about the whole thing. So if she is reading this I hope she relises that we are not in fifth grade anymore and if she wants to talk to me to do it herself...mayb not direct but leave a message on my phone or something cuz every1 knows I listen to all of those. And poor Rel bless her sole all she wants is for this to go away and I'm sorry grl! U did absolutly nothing! I am totaly not pissed at you.

BTW my YJ'ers if any of you are reading this I love all of you with all my heart. You guyz are like the best friendz i have ever had. Even the ones I dont like I know if it was an emergency you would all be there for me. I miss you all and I hope that you feel the same way. Please leave messages/ talk to me more! I love all of you!


Bari Elana

quick post for now...

( Here are some awesome picture! )

hola chiquitas:

it is i, bari writing to you from VT where we have wireless in our condos now! so me nd cady r having a muy awesomeo timee snowboarding even tho cady and i sumwat suckishh but we're getting a lot better. we have yet to see julieanne and tessa on the mountain tho..wonder how they're doing boarding?  its ANGELA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! yay for angela she is 15!!! me nd cady watched welcome to mooseport...pretty awesome movie [we still didnt return it cuz we lost it..but no fears we found it again!].  and we went dogsledding last nite!  it was so cool. this one dog [whistle] was all over bari and cadys favorite was this black and white dog yogi who kept trying to eat this other dog named bart. hahaha. and tonite we are going snowmobiling! YAY! im excited. plus me nd cady get to go w. instructors who are hopefully muy caliente.  so far there havent been any 'bangin' boys [julieannes new phrase].  yea so thats pretty much it for now... o yea to my luverly friends who think shadow is O so gorgie..hes not. he suxx. major.  But Julianne thinks he has a nice ass...but that is yet to b determind.

 

p.s. if u couldnt tell cady wrote this whole thing. haha.

<3cady and bari

hey this is gonna b short...but I decided to take a pic of me for (according to lindsay) the only day that I did not look like shit in school....tell me what you think!

 

how sexy am I????lol

hey every1...long time since a real entry.

Today on the bus was fun/ wierd.  KAREN FINALY REMEMBERED! hahahahhaha.  So we (karen and I) were talkin about how alll the cute guyz r now at north...and some concided guy on my bus was like ur just tired of lookin at the same guyz and I was like no all the hot guyz r at norht and he is like xcept for me! and I'm just like get over it.  people liked u like 5 months ago and thats it.  So suck it up and relize that u r wayyyy ugly!

Yesturday at hebrewschool we met the other israeli.  He remindes me sooo much of avi cohen...and its wierd cuz his name is Johnathan (yonathan) COHEN! wierd I no but w/e he's cute.  But the cutest one is definatly the junior who was sadly no there...but his sister was and she seems really nice a friendly...and i love her strawberry hair its so pretty!  and they can all speak english! yay!

well thats about it so far.  I hope every1 had a happy valentines day!

 

 

 <3 Bari

hahha sorry that last one was my friend


I luv u chica

I love you __??__? lol u no who u r ;-)

 

 

and u better have this in ur pf too luva boi! mwahahahahahahahahaha

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: duh

[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: me
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: many

[ .191. ] who was your first crush: hmmmm my cousin b4 I new he was my cousin when I was 3 :-) gross I no
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: so many I can't count ;-)
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none

[ .195. ] Perfect person of the opposite sex: tall dark handsome and funny

[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no :-(
[ .197. ] please post it if you do:
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: no way

[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality first

[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: boy...yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: no it was like a get out kiss
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: all the time (not)

[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: of course

[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no

[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad but smells good like coffee
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor...if that includes tiquilla :-)
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: the candy ones!

[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: wtf!?!??!

[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some:

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: yes lol @ nora's party like 1,000000 times
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yeah
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: nope
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: tried

[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: when I was reallly little
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: yes!

[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball:of course

[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: my mom!??!?! but like not make out kiss

[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: not yet
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: I wish

[ .275. ] been to a concert: yesss

[ .276. ] been to another country: Canada and Mexico

[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: haha yeahh
[ .278. ] got pulled over: the second I learn how to drive I will
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes

[ .280. ] broke a law: ya

[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yesss
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: not that I no of

[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: noo
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: yes...mainly my dog tho


[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: its ok
[ .289. ] about flag burning: its bad
[ .291. ] about suicide: I dont care if ur suicidle

[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: I tell them to fuck off

[ .293. ] about abortion: should not happen at all
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: not against it

[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: becoming a doctor and talking w/ alll me current bffl
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hmm def cady and elyse I <3 u guyz!

W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: Sky market and ruined my shirt lol

[ .298. ] yesterday: sleep

[ .299. ] last weekend: I forget

[ .300. ] christmas: sleep


A little about yourself…
>< Given name::Bari Elana Sherman
>< Gender:: female
>< Age:: 14
>< Date of birth:: 9/22/90
>< Location:: Nashua
>< Marital status:: singleee
>< Hair color:: brown
>< Hair type::short
>< Eye color:: Brown

>< Skin color:: tan :-)

>< Height:: 5'2" yay!
>< AIM/AOL screen name:: bearbuttd2k5
Favorites…
>< Word(s):: like totaly w/e dude o ya babe! omg do u guyz remember that!

>< Language:: English Latin some Spanish and HEBREW!
>< Food:: hmmm I like all food
>< Drink:: milk shakes
>< Band:: dunno
>< Singer:: dunno
>< T.V show::Gilmore girls :-)

>< Movie:: Austin powers and Ace van tura
>< Pet:: OREO!
>< Animal:: dog
>< Number:: 1
>< Telephone number:: 320-2224
>< Holiday:: christmas
>< Week day:: Friday and Saturday
>< Place:: my house
>< Weather:: sunny or snowing
>< Flower:: dunno
>< Scent:: so pink
>< Color:: blue?
>< Store:: aero
>< Style:: slob lol
>< Book:: notebook
>< Celebrity:: all the commics
>< DVD:: ???

Have you ever...
>< Kissed the same sex:: no
>< Had sex:: oh ya w/ ethan and dan at the same time lol not but good times thinkin of it lol
>< Gotten detention:: kinda

>< Gotten suspended:: no
>< Got grounded:: yes
>< Cheated on someone:: no
>< Were caught cheating:: no
>< Lost your wallet:: yes
>< Lost your cellular phone:: no
>< Spied on your mom and dad:: eww gross!
>< Were caught doing something wrong::all the time
>< Cursed at your parents:: ya
>< Been in love:: god no
>< Used a friend::all the time
>< Been used by a friend:: all the time lol
>< Lost a friend:: yes
>< Been cheated on:: no
>< Been to the emergency room:: yes
>< Broken a bone:: yes...well fractured

Are you...
>< straight:: yes
>< Lesbian/Gay:: no
>< Bisexual:: no
>< Somewhat attractive:: o ya! I am sexy!

>< Depressed:: depends
>< In pain:: sometimes
>< Worried:: a little
>< In shock:: yes
>< Exited:: yes
>< Happy:: yes
>< Obsessed:: w/ sleep
>< A drug addict:: no
>< A smoker:: no
>< An alcoholic:: no
>< A loner:: of course
>< Loved:: I dunno...am I?
>< Hated:: prolly
>< Wanted:: hopefully
>< Unwanted:: hopefully not
>< Shy:: god no
>< Bored:: yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>< Having fun:: nope
>< Listening to music:: no
>< Watching T.V:: yes
>< On the computer:: no I am using my brain power to do this
>< Doing homework:: no
>< Single:: yes
>< Taken:: no

Choose...
>< Chocolate or Vanilla:: chocolate
>< Dog or Cat:: dog
>< Sleeping or Awake:: sleeping
>< Sunny or Gloomy:: sunny
>< Dark or Light:: dark
>< Pretty or Ugly:: pretty
>< Wanted or unwanted:: wanted
>< Burgers or Hot Dogs:: Hot diggity dog
>< Sitting or Standing Up::Sitting
>< Computer or T.V:: computer
>< Noise or Silence:: noise sometimes
>< Boys or Girls:: Girls to talk to, both to hang out w/
>< Virgin or Non-Virgin:: i dunno ;-)
>< Slut or Decent:: in the middle
>< Nice or Mean:: well depends on who I'm w/
>< Stupid or Smart:: smart
>< Shy or Funny:: funny
>< Rain or Snow:: snow
>< Cold or Warm:: warm
>< Alone or Companioned:: companioned
>< School or No School:: no school
>< Enemy or Friend:: depends on who again
>< Cat Fight or Fist Fight:: cat fight
>< Gum or Candy:: candy
>< Juice or Soda:: soda
>< Old or Young:: young
>< Boring or Fun:: fun
>< Numbers or Letters:: wtf?!
>< Bath or Shower:: Shower
>< Dry or Wet:: dunno

Currently...
>< Wearing:: sweats

>< Watching: guyz and dolls
>< Listening to:: nothing
>< Staring at:: the computer screen
>< Eating:: nothing
>< Drinking:: nadda
>< Smelling:: nadda
>< Tasting:: nadda
>< Thinking:: wow, im tired
>< Mood:: bored
>< Worry:: do I have friendz
>< Taken/Single:: single

Who was the last person...
>< You talked to:: my gp
>< You listened to:: my gp


>< You looked at:: me
>< You smelled:: me
>< You touched:: I dunno
>< You hugged:: ANNE
>< Had sex with:: dan and ethan :-) jk if u havnt figured that out
>< You instant messaged:: Elyse and Jackie
>< You were on the phone with:: Mrs L
>< You lost:: my mind
>< You missed:: my friends
>< You needed:: food
>< You loved:: family and friends
>< You wanted:: food
>< You cried with:: myself
>< You laughed with:: elyse
>< Yelled at:: my dad
>< Who pissed you off:: my dad
>< Who made you happy:: time
>< Who made you sad:: my dad
>< Who made you cry:: my dad
>< You said hello to:: Elyse
>< You said goodbye to:: Elyse
If you could...
>< Go anywhere, where would you go:: CALLI/HAWAII
>< Do anything, what would you do::board

>< See anyone, who would you see:: cady nd elyse
>< Fly, where would you fly:: CALLI/HAWAII
>< Have anything you want, what would it be:: i dunno!


well if u havnt noticed I am like wayyy board and elyse told me to do this
and I have also been lying about some stuff. For starters I did not have sex w/ ne1 its such a HS joke...and I do not do drugs


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ok so is this dress pretty or not? And elyse/cady...is this to fancy for the comming up dance (if we r still planning on going)

http://community.webshots.com/album/253502378sWeKoH/5

tell me ur advice!

Omg this weekend was the best! My campees came to visit me and it was the best! On saturday Jackie and liz (aka lis) came and we watched In good company. Very funny and very good. We had a great night watching tv and just talking about everything possible even lizzies dirrrty secrets! On sunday The three of us went to lilac and Sky market yummmy food. Then SARAH AND TAMMY CAME! Omg it was soo much fun having the five of us together (too bad amy couldnt come we missed her mucho!) at first we watched munk and then we made chocolate brownies. They were surprisingly good even tho liz helped make them lol jk! Then we just sat and talked and acted wierd. Sadly it came time for jackie to leave but not until amy called which I am so sorry for not calling u back, the phones were wierd. At nite we watched Pirates and talked even more. Oh ya we also played KENT/KEMPT! Omg it was like the funnest thing int he world. First me and Sarah wone by 3 then in the morning we creamed the shitness out of them. Just as a memorial let me say..."We really need to change are sign for queen, its starting to smell in here" Hahaha tammy I love you! You made mine and sarah's night! Now they are gone, it is very sad. But we are going to find another weekend that every1 can come! Oh and Elyse-You are the best I hope everything is going to get better. I love every1 Bari

Hey!

So today was early release thank god. I am so sick of school. But for some stupid reason we didnt skip 1st period! I am really pissed cuz I have the same teacher for 1st period next semester too and I hate him! He is such a wierdo and wears the same pants for the whole week w/ stains and all :-/ eww I know.

After school me Cady and Lindsay went to Elyse's house. Mucho fun! We tried on dress's and pretty much her whole closet. Too bad nothing fit me :-( except for the really pretty pink shirt which I am so going to borrow! I also shaved my pits for the first time since god knows when so it was pretty gross lol. Then we went outside and played in the snow and mainly ganged up on lindsay cuz the rest of us made aliances lol. But they eventually all broke and everyone was pushing and throwing all the snow and ice that we could find (which is alot). I love the snow! I also made Elyse this really pretty sign in her notebook which she better keep for ever and ever just like the flowers! Which is sooo cool how u put fake flowers in a vase I am ammmmmazed!

Now I'm at home boring I no. But I guess the whole point of an lj is to have ppl relise how boring ur life really is. So I gotta go and call the campies about this weekend :-) I love all of you! And leave some comments if you want. I dont really care if you dont!

<3 Bari

P.S. Thanks Elyse for straightining my hair its still straight and pretty!

ok so I gave into this live journal thing.  But its only to b able to read every1 else's stuff.  So dont exspect my stuff to be really exciting cuz I really do not know what the hell I am doin.  Feel free to help me!

Today is a snowday! yay! I love the snow cuz that means I can try out my new board soon! O I am soo excited.  The only bad thing about it is that the roads suck meaning that no1 can drive anywhere!  But thank god friendz r walkin distance right?!!?!?  So elyse rel and cady...we r def. gonna figure something out right!  Well atleast whenever ELYSE GETS ONLINE lol.

Anyways, as most of u no...I am a socca playa and we had my first game on sunday!  I was late cuz my fam. forgot about it...so when we got there we were down 0-2, but we ended up winning 5-4! yay! I am wicked happy! Go my team.  The better part is is that the game happened b4 I was sick :-(  bein sick sux.  But my friend tammy (who I absolutly love) was sick too and same w/ like her whole fam. so we think it might have been food poisonin at the new years day brunch :-/ but who cares cuz I am better now!  The best part of being sick, is that I have only been in school 1 full day this week and since tomorow is friday...THATS A TWO DAY WEEK FOR ME! yes! hahaha that is soo cool! But I have so much makeup work that I am so putting of.  Like I used to say

procrastination is like constipation....they both are bad for u, but it feels so good when everything is done lol. I am soo cool lol.  well that is where I am gonna leave u off! soo have fun and leave comments...actually if u dont want too, I dont care

 

<3 Bari